||[Apr. 16th, 2005|06:31 pm]
|||||Blood has been shed - Signs and Omens||]|
I keep remembering this line from a movie brad showed me recently, it went something like "...because then you'll realize that everything you could ever want or be, you already have and are."
I keep trying to get myself to think that way and give that line meaning. I know I have felt that way before.
My meal plan is out of meals for the semester. (and bonus points) And my phone card is out of minutes so I cant call anyone. Massive suckaged.
Sometimes these days I feel okay, and sometimes I feel completely gone and dead still, but I am trying really hard to keep looking up. I feel stronger in many ways, but on the whole I am still a long way from being happy again.